Lost Spark

this past week has been both sorta productive and stressful for me
i keep having night terrors that are making me lose a lot of sleep, i keep waking up covered in sweat and from that im freezing cold cus of it making me unable to sleep more.
i really want to work on the new scootaloo blog and work on the fox den stuff.
i decided to have multiple parts of the fox den which would rotate between certain areas and i can start up old projects that i gave up on a few years ago by doing that, like my old vampony drawings i made way before the flutterbat episode and the amazon pony project i really wanted to do cus the first zon pony i made , i just really loved her design.
well i finally was able to take my new meds so hopefully i can start picking up the pace and feel better.
its taking me days to do a 4 panel update which should only take me around 5-6 hours to finish all together.
i cant even think of story stuff for either project because im so out of it.
that spark and motivation is just gone and im hoping to get it back soon , i just hate sitting around unable to work on anything.
theres a lot more goin on but thats the jist of whats happening and why im slowing down so badly.
so im really sorry to whoever is waiting on commissions from me , il ltry to work on them soon.
i just dont want to rush them or work on them when im down and have their quality turn out so bad
i want you all to get what you payed for so im taking it slow on them.